Larry has been gone a year—February 29, 2020. So I guess the sad anniversary is today, March 1. It’s hard being alone after being together so long, but I am okay. I hope m6 next year will be easier than the last one. A lot of bad stuff happened. I’m trying to focus on good memories and good tomorrow’s to come.
From people I've talked to, it does get easier, but you will still have sad days, always. I don't know, firsthand, but I know what Mother said. I remember she said she sometimes dreamed daddy was beside her in the bed. She would wake up, realize it was a dream, and cry. By the time two people have been married 50 years or more, they are used to functioning as a single unit. It's amazing the times I bring up some remote subject and Cliff will say, "That's exactly what I was thinking about just now.!" It happens all the time.
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