Riding along with Laura last week...she used this word to describe me--CYNICAL. And she is so right. I am often cynical about everything and even tho I try to state positive stuff on here for anyone who cares to look. In nearly every situation that arises, the bad side of it creeps into my thoughts and I focus on that instead of good stuff. I don't know why I am like this. I think Daddy tried to look at the positive side of everything and Momma did not look she just went along in the moment. I don't think you can actually change something like this that is in the core of who you are...so I try to cover it up to others. Wish I were Miss Happy Sappy, but I am not and never will be I am afraid. I am better described Hateful Hannah.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Cynical
Riding along with Laura last week...she used this word to describe me--CYNICAL. And she is so right. I am often cynical about everything and even tho I try to state positive stuff on here for anyone who cares to look. In nearly every situation that arises, the bad side of it creeps into my thoughts and I focus on that instead of good stuff. I don't know why I am like this. I think Daddy tried to look at the positive side of everything and Momma did not look she just went along in the moment. I don't think you can actually change something like this that is in the core of who you are...so I try to cover it up to others. Wish I were Miss Happy Sappy, but I am not and never will be I am afraid. I am better described Hateful Hannah.
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