Larry has been gone three months. I am still empty. The shadow of love is grief and sadness. I am in the shadows. I don’t think I’ll ever feell the sunshine again. In an instant everything changed. None of the old things seem to matter. Everything is nothing.
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Gigi,
I pray for you and yours every day. Psalms 61:2 When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. I ask God to comfort you. ~Amy-Patsy
Everything is just so different. Meals were so important and now I just eat cottage cheese. The Meadow was so important. I can do nothing to sustain it. TV was on a lot. I can’t stand the noise. I trust my Lord still, but all my prayers are changed. Nothing is like it was and never will be.
Sister -Three Give it time. The most important things about the healing are the fellowship of family and friends. That will help you get through the worst of things. I am praying for you too. You do have people who care about your grief and your loss. After I lost Bob, I began going to exercise classes at the senior center and also having lunch once a week with friends or family. That kind of activity helps. Also if you don't already...go to church or watch services online. That also helps.
Those are things I wanted to do but the virus stopped from finding a church. I want a church with order and tradition, but I can’t do that until things are safe. I look forward to eating out. It too is dangerous. When I can do more and feel safe I’ll get better. Right now I feel stuck!
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